31 01 2013

Well my last resort unfortunately did not come through as I had thought. So this weekend I will more than likely be living on the streets for quite some time.


31 01 2013

Hope for the best and prepare for the worst. Or Hope for the best but expect the worst.


31 01 2013

Well today is the day that I go and see this woman. What are my thoughts on how it will turn out??? 50-50% There’s a good chance that she’ll get testy with me. But I’ll just have to be nice and humble about it all. Can’t get mad at her whatsoever.

more signs

30 01 2013

Forgiveness makes it possible for you to look at the scars in your life and instead of feeling pain, feel great. Forgiveness is letting someone who hurt you off the hook for a wrong done. Jesus forgave you and now it’s time to return the favor. Something Good Is Going To Happen!!!

Tssss……pt 2

30 01 2013

I had been looking for this piece on Facebook all day after I found out that Kelly wasn’t going to be at the store.

Me: God, can I ask You a question?
God: Sure

Me: Promise You won’t get mad … … … …
God: I promise

Me: Why did You let so much stuff happen to me today?
God: What do u mean?

Me: Well, I woke up late
God: Yes

Me: My car took forever to start
God: Okay

Me: at lunch they made my sandwich wrong & I had to wait
God: Huummm

Me: On the way home, my phone went DEAD, just as I picked up a call
God: All right

Me: And on top of it all off, when I got home ~I just want to soak my feet in my new foot massager & relax. BUT it wouldn’t work!!! Nothing went right today! Why did You do that?
God: Let me see, the death angel was at your bed this morning & I had to send one
of My Angels to battle him for your life. I let you sleep through that

Me (humbled): OH
GOD: I didn’t let your car start because there was a drunk driver on your route that would have hit you if you were on the road.
Me: (ashamed)

God: The first person who made your sandwich today was sick & I didn’t want you to catch what they have, I knew you couldn’t afford to miss work.

Me (embarrassed):Okay
God: Your phone went dead bcuz the person that was calling was going to give false witness about what you said on that call, I didn’t even let you talk to them so you would be covered.

Me (softly): I see God
God: Oh and that foot massager, it had a shortage that was going to throw out all of the power in your house tonight. I didn’t think you wanted to be in the dark.

Me: I’m Sorry God
God: Don’t be sorry, just learn to Trust Me…. in All things , the Good & the bad.

Me: I will trust You.
God: And don’t doubt that My plan for your day is Always Better than your plan.

Me: I won’t God. And let me just tell you God, Thank You for Everything today.
God: You’re welcome child. It was just another day being your God and I Love looking after My Children…


30 01 2013

Well I had hoped to have gone and talked to a woman today about a favor. But then she posted on Twitter that her store was closed because of the snow. I’m thinking “What the fuck????!!” Of all the days that I was hoping to go and have a very short talk BAM! She’s not going to be there. So then I was like well maybe it was her employee that I had messaged on Facebook, saying that if Kelly was going to be there at her store that I’d like to talk with her.

weird dream

30 01 2013

had a weird dream right before I woke up. In this dream I’m online and looking at Kelly’s twitter page when she posts over a half dozen pics of some guy with short blonde hair eating a slice of pizza. She goes on to say that shes thanks him for his help and all. Mentions his Twitter username.

more pieces

29 01 2013

A Nighttime Stay-over

That Night


The different poses of r. Killebrew

29 01 2013

See when I started doing this in 2007, I didn’t realize how far it would go #1.) #2.) I didn’t think that I would create so many different versions of me. So here’s a rundown of what to expect when you see me on the street. Whether I’m standing there or walking. Here’s how you can tell if I’m me or one of my other creations.


The Vincent Heights pose: What he could say:“Hi I’m Vincent Heights, I’m a jack of all trades and it looks like you might be in need of having your pipes snaked.” “Well rest assured Vincent Heights can take care of that problem for you.” (this is the… long hair, full goatee not the bottom half only but the bottom and the upper both. Might even have a five o’clock shadow. Might be wearing plaid shirt with sleeves rolled up. jeans, boots. smells like saw dust at times, version)

The Dickies LeBrew/ Bad Boy LeBrew pose: What he could say: (New York accent) “Howya doin’ sweet cheeks???” “You like what you see??” “You want some authentic New York ass grabbing while you taking my pics????” (now with this version, there can a lot of attitude, lip flair up on the left side of the mouth, a reckless, carelessness about anything. Might grab a woman’s ass. Might wear a hoodie, with some big ass headphones, rocking the New Balances. With this one you have to be careful, cause he’ll throw you up against a wall and have his way with you. And he won’t care what time of the day it is or where. Catch phases: And what??! I’m the King of Tongues! What?!)

The Ric Killebrew pose: What he could say: “What the hell was that??!” “Was that Kelly??!” “How about now??!” “Is that her??!” “Where’s my phone at???!” “Crap I thought I had my phone!” (this can be a wide variety of looks. Long hair, short hair, blue jeans, black jeans, t-shirts, regular shirts. Could be sneaks or boots. Might be a trucker hat, skull cap, Might be a black jacket, or two tone one, might be a Carhartt jacket. Usually will have white headphones in his ears. A bookbag or some notebooks that contain writings and drawings. Catch phrases: Whatever! [W!] What the fuck ever! Bitch please, aight)

The VeryFine Right pose: What he could say: “Aaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh, there she is as usual, in her usual spot right outside my place.” “Now she’s taking fifty pics or more of me right now.” “Maybe I should smile for her.” “Maybe wave to her as well.” “Ummm I know!!!!!” “I’ll blow her a kiss!” “That should get her attention, and maybe freak her out too!!” “Hmmmmmm……” (now this version might go into a quick freestyle or may sing, clothing could be Mossimo shoes or New Balance shoes, or could be Timberland boots, could have on any type of shirt. hoodie or jacket. and may have a hat on. May also break into a dance step too. Catch phrases: One Time!, VeryFine, Mr. Right!, Hit it off! Worst ways!)

The King of Romance pose: What he could say: “Should I stand like this???” “Or like this??” “Should I have this hand up to my face?” “Or this one??” “Would you like for me to sit down??” “Should I lean back in my seat like so?” “You tell me how you want me!!” (this version can be easily identified as black jacket, gray golf style hat, black pants, white t-shirt, Mossimo shoes, will be deep voiced, and soft too; the type that you’ll lose your panties to when he starts talking to you. Also has soft hands and manicured nails. Catch phrases: Hello, Miss me? Time for the Seduction! I’m easy on the eyes.)

Q’s & A’s

29 01 2013

You know Kelly I’ve answered all of your questions that you asked me. So now it’s time for you to answer my questions. I want all of my questions answered truthfully.

1.) Why did you lie to everyone throughout these years??

2.) Why did you take the bookbag???

3.) If you have no feelings for me, why lead on?? Why would you keep giving the impression that you do???

4.) Why would you harass my family??

5.) Why would you be a pain in my ass, when I’ve never been one to you???

6.) Why would you treat me like shit, when I’ve treated you like a goddess??


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