A 3 month thingy

16 08 2010

Since Thursday marks the 3 year anniversary of my arrival to Omaha, I figured that I’d do a 3 month thingy. From the time that I post this, until the end of November, I will be focusing on a whole lot of stuff. Stuff like mediation. Finances. Bettering my health on every level and more. Hey if I can lose weight within 3-4 months, then this ain’t shit! Talk to ya in 3 months with hopes of a progress report. Romance however will not be one of the things that I’ll be focusing on. Sorry I have more better things and more important things to deal with!





A weird dream: lost details

8 08 2010

Oh these dreams are getting more and more vivid. I don’t know if something is pointing me in the right direction or if it’s this chi thing again. But in this dream Kelly wants to add-on to her house*. In this case, another floor. The only problem is, is that it’s the neighboring houses that would be the promblematic cause. So I suggest why not sell this one and buy another one somewhere else. So next thing I know, we’re looking at this one house. Two story with an attic and a basement^. It’s also got a nice big backyard, as well as a big but not so big front yard. So the two of us are inside with the real estate agent looking around. The real estate agent# makes a comment, and I reply with… “She’s the one buying the house, I’m just the one who’s got to do the honey-dos.” Real estate agent laughs at this. Well then Kelly is like “Well??!” I’m like… “Hold on babe, I gotta get a feel for the entire house, room from room. The stairs going upstairs are located in the middle of this house. So then I’m envisioning in this vision. (yeah! That’ll confuse people!) Kids running up and down the stairs. And I’m telling the kids>. “You guys need to go upstairs and go to bed, me and your mother are trying to relax.” Then the agent mentions that it’s got a basement and garage. I reply with a “Yipee!!” I then mention that the basement and garage are mine! We’ll start calling this “So and so” person the “Misses” from here on out. Well the “Misses” then asks “So are we going to get it then??! “Hold on babe, I’m not done yet.” So I go through the whole house imaging everything! Of course the “Misses” tells the agent that… “He does this with everything.” All of a sudden the dream shifts. Now her and I are in a lawyer’s office discussing prenups. And in this vision, I mention that her and I have made it agreeable that if the marriage goes south, then the both of us walk out with what we came with. In this case…her house is her house! My car is my car! I don’t want it to where I get the house and the wedding dress and she gets my car. No! Her house, she gets to keep the house so forth and so on. Then her and I are talking in the lawyer’s office, about our families. How we’re comparing both of our families to the both of us. I’m then asked the question. “So you think that this marriage will last between the both of you?” I’m like… “No, I don’t think that this marriage will last.” “I know that this marriage will last!!” So then I emerge from this dream/vision, the only question that wasn’t answered by anything in this vision was this… when the hell is this happening in my life????? 5 months from now? Ten months? 5 years? 10 years? When?

*When I had this dream the house that I thought Kelly resided in was located in the Indian Hills neighborhood just west of Children’s Hospital.

^The house has blue siding with white trim. There’s a window in the attic. A square one, non functioning. There’s white 1×6 trim around the window. Driveway is located on the left side of the house when you’re facing it. There’s a white fence, stomach high (picket fence).

# The real estate agent has red hair. She’s got a heavy build or BBW or voluptuous whichever you want to call her appearance. She’s wearing a navy blue dress outfit.

> The kids in this dream are a girl and a boy. Girl has blonde hair. Boy has brown hair. Not too much of an age difference between the two. The boy’s age is around 5-6 years of age in this dream.





A weird dream repost(11/6/07, 3:29pm)

8 08 2010

Oh these dreams are getting more and more vivid. I don’t know if something is pointing me in the right direction or if it’s this chi thing again. But in this dream “So and so” wants to add-on to her house. In this case, another floor. The only problem is, is that it’s the neighboring houses that would be the promblematic cause. So I suggest why not sell this one and buy another one somewhere else. So next thing I know, we’re looking at this one house. Two story with an attic and a basement. It’s also got a nice big backyard, as well as a big but not so big front yard. So the two of us are inside with the real estate agent looking around. The real estate agent makes a comment, and I reply with… “She’s the one buying the house, I’m just the one who’s got to do the honey-dos.” Real estate agent laughs at this. Well then “So and so”, I’m not mentioning any names here!, is like “Well??!” I’m like… “Hold on babe, I gotta get a feel for the entire house, room from room. The stairs going upstairs are located in the middle of this house. So then I’m envisioning in this vision. (yeah! That’ll confuse people!) Kids running up and down the stairs. And I’m telling the kids. “You guys need to go upstairs and go to bed, me and your mother are trying to relax.” Then the agent mentions that it’s got a basement and garage. I reply with a “Yipee!!” I then mention that the basement and garage are mine! We’ll start calling this “So and so” person the “Misses” from here on out. Well the “Misses” then asks “So are we going to get it then??! “Hold on babe, I’m not done yet.” So I go through the whole house imaging everything! Of course the “Misses” tells the agent that… “He does this with everything.” All of a sudden the dream shifts. Now her and I are in a lawyer’s office discussing prenups. And in this vision, I mention that her and I have made it agreeable that if the marriage goes south, then the both of us walk out with what we came with. In this case…her house is her house! My car is my car! I don’t want it to where I get the house and the wedding dress and she gets my car. No! Her house, she gets to keep the house so forth and so on. Then her and I are talking in the lawyer’s office, about our families. How we’re comparing both of our families to the both of us. I’m then asked the question. “So you think that this marriage will last between the both of you?” I’m like… “No, I don’t think that this marriage will last.” “I know that this marriage will last!!” So then I emerge from this dream/vision, the only question that wasn’t answered by anything in this vision was this… when the hell is this happening in my life????? 5 months from now? Ten months? 5 years? 10 years? When?





found what I was looking for

8 08 2010

This morning I was trying to organize my writings on my laptop that I took off of K.O.R. Well I remember posting a dream blog but I couldn’t recall when I had posted it. Well I found it. Well I thought that I had given a good amount of details pertaining to this dream, come to find out I had left out some important key items in this dream. So what I’m going to do is repost the dream blog and then post the newer version with the left out details.









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